Thinking Jaywise #441Music: “EmpTe" by Skinny Puppy
Well, it may have taken some heavy drinking sessions and a murky night on the town to do so - resulting in everything else tasting like vodka the next morning - , but I have somehow managed not to burst into tears in almost 72 hours now. Which has to be some sort of record for me in the last four months or so.
Don't get me wrong, I still feel like my heart's being put ripped apart in a shredder on a half-hourly basis. But I'm dealing.
And now, for the first time in the aforementioned four month period, I'm actually going to eat a somewhat hearty meal.
That is, if you consider four hot cross buns smothered in enough butter to choke a large moose "hearty".
Don't get me wrong, I still feel like my heart's being put ripped apart in a shredder on a half-hourly basis. But I'm dealing.
And now, for the first time in the aforementioned four month period, I'm actually going to eat a somewhat hearty meal.
That is, if you consider four hot cross buns smothered in enough butter to choke a large moose "hearty".
